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Ibrahima Konaté has spoken astir nan struggles he faced successful a twelvemonth of individual calamity successful which nan decease of his erstwhile Liverpool teammate Diogo Jota was followed by that of his father.
The France international’s shape was affected but it was not until January, erstwhile his dad, Hamady, died aft a agelong illness, that it became evident nan individual turmoil nan 27-year-old had been dealing with.
“There are debased points, there’s depression,” said nan defender, who appears poised to subordinate Real Madrid aft not renewing his Liverpool contract. “You tin suffer from slump successful shot too; there’s nary request to beryllium ashamed to opportunity so.
“It’s existent that I’ve often heard players opportunity they were suffering from slump and that fans aliases group connected nan extracurricular didn’t understand because they were earning a batch of money. But no, that’s rubbish and you shouldn’t opportunity that.
“Depression is personal; it’s heavy wrong you. When you’re depressed, it starts successful nan heart, goes up to nan encephalon and takes complete your full body. For me, that’s what’s hard, and we request to talk astir it.”
On nan clang which killed his neighbour Jota and Jota’s relative André Silva connected nan eve of pre-season training Konaté said: “It devastated me. I didn’t person immoderate liking successful thing other astatine that point.
“You spell backmost to shot because you person nary choice. We’re labor astatine a nine that pays america each month, truthful we person duties. We had nary prime but to spell backmost connected nan section and play for him and his family – arsenic good arsenic ourselves. There’s nary measurement of getting complete it, but you study to unrecorded pinch it.”
Konaté was besides carrying nan load of knowing his begetter was earnestly ill. “I didn’t cognize what to do. I didn’t cognize whether I should spell location and extremity playing, because nan squad needed maine too.
“I didn’t cognize who to talk to astir it, truthful I kept it each to myself. And this is nan proposal I’d springiness to everyone: erstwhile you’re emotion down aliases something’s going on, you request to talk to those astir you.
“It tin thief you and do you good. I didn’t talk astir it and kept it to myself. The doctors past told america he didn’t person agelong to live, but we didn’t cognize it would hap truthful quickly.”
While connected compassionate time off Konaté called Liverpool’s past caput coach, Arne Slot, to opportunity he was returning to thief nan squad successful a protect wounded crisis, and he scored connected an affectional comeback against Newcastle astatine Anfield. But nan centre-back knew things were not right.
“There was ne'er a infinitesimal erstwhile I felt for illustration I was connected nan mend,” he said. “All of these tragic events happened truthful quickly and arsenic soon arsenic I felt for illustration I was getting my caput supra water, thing other happened.
“I had nan support of each these fans, who are exceptional astatine Liverpool, my teammates and particularly my family but I besides had to study really to get backmost connected my feet connected my ain because nan squad needed maine much than ever and I cognize that my begetter would person wanted maine to get back.”
